I'm Tracey aka Trae I love my TOTALLY awesome and wonderful KIDS! Annastacia, JayeLynn, Kelder, and Garrett! Four Jackpot Wins in the Genetics Lottery!! WOOT! I can't go one day without the following... Jason. Coffee or Coca-Cola, something hot and spicy, Finding something interesting on the Internet. I'm usually home being boring, ignoring the world. So if you're my friend consider yourself SPECIAL!!! Belle, Sam, Mark, Krista, Jen are the best you can get - Although I'm a lousy friend myself and often inexplicably disappear. Must be why I still love friends who don't deserve it. I love my Jack Russell Terriers, Sophie and Barakka. We miss Olivia. I wanted a chihuahua, but got a JRT. (I'm over it; JRT's are better LOL) I enjoy most types of music except hard stuff, though I like Country and Pop best. Guitar Hero actually rocks, even if I suck! lol I smoke too much, but eat pretty healthy food. When I remember to eat. o.o I'm weirder than most people and introverted. I'm extremely smart, and I'm very opinionated. Immunizations are The Devil. Circumcision is an abominable mutilation. Prescription meds are the New Evil. Parents are losing control of their kids - and that's the Government's doing. I think Paris doesn't deserve her fame. I think Britney's getting a raw deal. MJ didn't do it. OJ did. Kobe didn't do it. Tyson did. And I hate being treated like I'm a stupid chick. I HATE liars. I HATE users. I don't LIKE most people. o.O I'm very empathetic. I can walk a mile in ANYONE'S shoes. I'm usually quiet & shy when you first meet me. But totally goofy once I open up! I'M DEFINITELY A TOTAL SCRUB!! Being comfortable is more important in my book. ...but I clean up nice, ask anyone! I watch CSI and Forensic Files A LOT! (Probably research for something. ^^) I'm super sensitive and I cry when I'm upset. Or when someone I love is hurting. I used to shut down. Now, I don't. I've found my inner strength and beauty again. I sure have missed her. I can do anything now!
Ahhh.. trying to sum me up in a few short lines - an impossible feat which always fails.
I am an enigma. You could know me for years and still feel like you haven't even scratched the surface - because chances are, you really haven't. I'm just a regular woman with myriad faults and untold assets and a gloriously twisted soul.
I really am 37, turning 38 in February, though I don't look anywhere near my age. I am tattooed and pierced in fun and mostly hidden places, but always a lady on the streets and a freak in the sheets! I am very intelligent and outspoken and value honesty above all else. I don't do drugs of any kind, and I don't actually drink more than once or twice a year. (Well, a bit more now!) I'm wild enough without it; the world couldn't handle me intoxicated!
Don't try to play me - I know the game better than you do.
Still waters run deep, and underneath this seemingly sweet and shy exterior lurks a dynamo you'd have to see to believe! I am openly bisexual (more into girls than guys), and jaw-droppingly crazywild. I am fearless and unashamed and love being me. I am the Catalyst, and when I touch your life, you'll be forever changed. I am athazagoraphobic in a very, very big way. Fortunately, I have never been forgotten to my knowledge, even over 20 years later, so this ugly phobia of mine hasn't had a chance to rear its vicious, fang-filled head.
Are you brave enough to get to know me? "Step into my parlor," said the Spider to the Fly.
Interests:
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Online, I'm friendly and flirty and open. For real life... I'm very, very much into the ladies, no maybes about it. Single guys, no. Couples, maybe a very, VERY select few. 99% lez, hanging by the thinnest of threads. And I found my 1%! So please don't be offended if I'm not interested in you, okay? It's not personal; he's just that awesome!
I'm much too old for playing mind games, and value honesty above all else. If you're looking for a notch on your bedpost, I'm not it. If you're looking for drama, I'm not it. If you're looking to cheat on someone, I'm not it. If you're looking for an internet/email romance, I'm not it. If you're looking for a diversion from your spouse/partner or life, I'm not it. If you need to get high or drunk to get the guts to be "yourself", I'm not it.
If you take nothing else from all of this, heed my advice here: "Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit."