Destined to be alone's blog: "2007"

I hate this world so much sometimes. One minute the world is absolutely perfect, then the next minute everything around you crumbles to pieces. You find someone or something you want, but you can not have. This seems to be the story of my life and I'm begining to get sick of it. Another thing I'm getting sick of is the bullshit and the drama. People need to grow up and get on with their lives. It was one thing when we were in high school, but come on! I Grew up a long time ago, you should too. Let shit go, cuz in the end none of it will matter. The only thing that matters is youself and the ones you love. So live each day to the fullest, with no regrets. I've learned that life is too short, the truth is you dont know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guarunteed. Screw the people who dont like you, their opinions of you don't matter. Always tell the people around you how much you love and care about them. You never know if it will be the last time you see them. Be spontaneous and take chances, it makes life worth living. Life is too precious to worry about stupid shit, so have fun, get drunk, and fall in love. Say what you want to say and do what you want to do. Regret nothing and don't let people who don't matter bring you down. NEVER let anyone crush your dreams. Follow your heart and take chances... because you never know how absolutely perfect somthing could turn out to be. I've learned that goodbye will always hurt. Pictures never replace having been there. Memories, good or bad, will bring tears, and words can never replace those feelings. As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more that once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you cant change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets. love deeply and forgive quickly. Life is too short to be unhappy. you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and always remember what you had. learn from your mistakes but never regret. people change and things go wrong but always remember life goes on. A FEW THINGS TO LIVE BY: * I'm just a crazy kinda girl, I'll tell it to the world, I've just begun having my fun. *Well behaved women rarely make history *Life is only as good as the memories we make. *Life is what we live for love is what we a die for *Laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the moments, ignore the pain, life, love, learn, forgive, and forget. Life is too short to live with regrets *Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have regrets. because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted. *Love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it's be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I've learned that life sometimes gives you second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

Come notice me And take my hand So why are we Strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me? And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you baby I make believe That you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song is my sorry Ohhhh At night I pray That soon your face Will fade away And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby After all... After all...

I hope 2007 is better than 2006. I lost a big part of my life, along with some little things along the way.... I wish all of you the best in 2007.