I am a new member here and have never posted a blog in my life!! This year have been a really rough one. My 16 year old daughter has been battling mental illness , and since July I have lost 3 loved ones. My cousin Bill fought a 4 year long battle against cancer. Another cousin, Jerry, had a stroke aboard a cruise ship. He and his wife were celebrating her 60th birthday.. And now 2 weeks ago, my ex husband Andy passed away suddenly with complications from diabetes. I know that they were all Christians and loved the Lord, but I will miss them all so much.
My children and I moved back down south a year ago and made a fresh start. We have loving family members all around us but it has been difficult to have a loving, romantic relationship. But strangely enough I have a sweet man in my life again. I broke things off when my world started falling apart and I wish that I hadn't.
I wrote him an e-mail one day to apologize for being such a jerk..and now we are going to try it again. We're planning to go out tomorrow and we'll see where the Lord leads. He's was the one that has introduced me to this cool site too..Hey Baby if you are reading this!
