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Broken home's blog: "2 pac poems"

created on 09/14/2007  |  http://fubar.com/2-pac-poems/b128854
On September 3, 1994 at the Mecca Arena in Milwaukee, Wisconsin, a concert took place that included BOSS, Big Mike, Xscape, Spice 1, and more, including the headline act, 2pac. After all the acts had done their thing, which included an appearance of McEiht with Spice 1, which really got the crowd pumped, it was time for 2pac and the crowd was ready--or were they? To the roar of "2pac" and "THUG LIFE," he hit the stage with vengeance, opening with a track called "Bury Me a G" from the new Thug Life album. But he seemed like a man out of control. Midway through the song, his mic started fading in and out. And while Thug Life were doing their verses 2pac was running around trying to get his mic to work. Finally, he got a working mic and all hell broke loose in Milwaukee. Half way through the second song, 2pac stopped the show for a "moment of silence" for the 14-year old girl killed in Chicago by an 11-year old boy (who was later killed himself.) Bug before the "silence" began 2pac yelled out: "You better stop killing those babies or else I'll murder you myself!" I sat with my camera in hand wondering, "Where did that come from? But I didn't have time to think about it for long. 2pac was now yelling: "I taught you all about harming those babies. Keep it up and I"ll murder all you muthafucka's." With that I started looking around the arena to see if anyone else was a shocked as I was. They were. Then I started thinking that it must be a skit or something in the act. But then I looked in his eyes. I was very close to the stage and I realized that this wasn't a skit. 2pac was serious. Before he could get to his next song, the audience started throwing coins at 2pac, and he wasn't gonna take that. No way. "I don't know who the fuck you all think I am. You muthafucka's better stop throwing shit at me!" He then offered a 200 dollar reward for anyone to bring an offender to him on stage and said: "he will get you paid, but he will die tonight." Again, I was shocked! Where was all this coming from? Did a coin tossing incident cause this violent reaction? But what came next was even worse. People in the audience started throwing up gang signs at 2pac and taunting him. That did it. "You can flash them gang signs if you want," screamed 2pac, "but I'll kill all you muthafucka's! This is Thug Life!" Then he invited people to come on stage and try to "kick my ass!" Thug Life rushed on stage to be with 2pac and I started thinking that this looked like a scene from West Side Story and when I thought it couldn't get worse, it did. A shouting match occured with a guy in the pit (great, just where I am). A member of Thug Life and this guy just kept at it. Suddenly the guy threw a cassette on stage and then a water bottle was hurdled at him, missed and hit someone else in the audience. 2pac grabbed the mic stand like a sword and started daring people to come at him. Chaos was erupting all around me and then it happened. A member of Thug Life pulled a gun. The photographer next to me said, "Let's get out of here." And he didn't have to tell me twice! As I gathered my gear I kept glancing at the gun that was being held at his side. 2pac announced he would continue his show for the "real G'd," but people now were beginning to run. Some for the exit, other, who were gangbangers, to the stage to challenge 2pac and Thug Life. I began to run as well and it wasn't toward the stage. Shots were fired from the stage, but luckily no one was hit. Police started entering the arena and the Mecca security tried to guide the people out so they wouldn't get trampled. I was glad to be out of there safely, but I felt I had to find out what happened. Later I interviewed the Chief of Security, Sgt. Delroy Roberts, who told me that the police had to kick in 2pac's dressing room door. They made everyone kneel with their hands behind their heads as they searched the dressing rooms. They found two semi-automatic weapons. No one admitted to knowing about the guns. As I was leaving, people who had been in the audience were saying, "What was wrong with him?" "Has he snapped?" "We all could have been killed!" And we could have! I was shocked and saddened. Why did this happen? I had just witnessed another chapter in the troubled life of Tupac Amaru Shakur. This was the end of the story I wrote when I reported this incident. Now we know the answer to my final question. It ended badly and sadly. Personally, I liked 2pac. Having met him once in Chicago, I found him to be very pleasant and corporative as I took photos and interviewed him. I sincerely liked the guy. So I wanted to hear his side of what took place in Milwaukee. But a call to his manager's office informed me that the office was no longer representing Mr. Shakur. And that was the last time I had contact with the late Mr. Shakur.
In exactly 12 hours, Tupac will be required to appear in a Los Angles municiple court for a case filed against him by Allen Hughes, one half of the directorial team that brought us Menace II society. "I been sitting on this all day," he pulls an 8th of LA'S chronic from his back pocket, appraising the red hairs in the Hawaiian sensimilla. His older brother Mopreme rolls up no less than six blunts in a row. As everyone else gets more mellow, Tupac picks up steam. "Nigga, pass that!" Tupac has been dying to get his clown on. Stretch, Tupacs producer/collaborator and constant road dawg from Queens, is holding the blunt. "Fuck you-she just passed it to me." Tupacs eyes light up, his whole face starts beaming with his smile. A challange. He looks Stretch up and down for a total of five seconds before he gets in that ass. "This nigga got blue carnations on his drawers." "Fuck you, nigga." Stretch passes him the blunt but its too late. "Blue mothafuckin' carnations. Can you believe this, dream? Feminine-ass blue carnations. Look at me!" Tupac raises his shirt-Thuglife, his now infamous tattoo sprawls accros his abdomen, the small of his back reads Exodus, his pants are sagging and his boxers are navy. "I got on some masculine-ass plaid mothafuckin drawers! We go shopping together Stretch, niggas could see you bend over and think I wear flowers on my ass!"He grabs his 40' by now Mopreme is doubled over and the engineer is in stitches. "That did it for me, all niggas from Queens wear flowers on they drawers!" "Aw nigga, suck my dick." Stretch is a laid back brother but hes had enough. Tupac throws his head back and laughs, a big beutiful infectious laugh, and all is forgiven. "Its all good." "Wait! Dont ever let me say that again. Can you believ that?" All of a sudden Tupacs changed the subject to Hammer, and Im stil trying to peep Stretchs boxers while hes not looking. "How does he do it?" he askes me. Im too slow, the chronic is kicking my ass. "Timing. This nigga manages to come out while everybody else is getting arrested and shit." "Naw, its his crib, Its cuzz he threw his crib up in the video." I offer. "You might be right," then from nowhere he wheels his swivel chair in my direction. "You know what Thug Lifes new code is: 'No mothafucking comment." "I aint ask you no question yet." I spit back a little defensive. "Naw, Im talking about to them," he motions outside the back-door, to the studios parking lot, where teams of invisible cracker journalists are hiding in the bushes. "Why are you so angry? Why do you smoke chronic? Why cant you stay out of trouble? Why is the earth round? Eat a dick!" He leaps to his feet, frustrated with the pesky media. "Niggas aint meant to be understood. Thugging. So back up off me! I remind Tupac that the latest attack on him has come not from Dan Rathers, but Dionne Warick who objected to his attendance at the NAACP Image Awards along with the National Political Congress of Black Women. "These niggas aint want me there and they gave mothafuckin' Micheal Jackson a standing ovation. Aint that a bitch! How much money you gots to sling at them sorry as Negroes to get them on they feet!" He rolls a little closer and confides, "Im fucking grown ass women. Thats my crime- Im a freak! I let a bitch suck my dick in the middle of the dance floor." Hes referring to November 16th of last year. He was at Nells, a New York nightclub, dancing with a young hottie when she dropped to her knees and did her thing. Three days later she would accuse him of rape. "Goddam them child molesting fake ass mothafuckas, damn them all to hell.!" "And Dionne Warick," I thought hed never get to homegirl. "Fucking dream reading, psychic bitch! Dont get me started, Ill tell the real on they whole family!" hes on his feet again, throwing up Thug Life. Stretch and Mopreme arnt even lisening anymore. Pac notices his audience is diminishing and changes the rules. "The first nigga to fall asleep is getting hot-ass quarters on they forehead. You here that Mo? You gots to stay up and trip with the rest of us, nigga." An assistant from the studio is going on a food run to the rib shack, "Yall better put your order in, cuzz when my ribs come I dont want none of you righteous vegetarian, smegetarians up in my shit." In less than 2 minutes Mo is snoozing. Pac pulls a lighter from his pocket, "Who got a quarter?" He heats the quarter with a devilish grin on his grill. "This nigga is crazy," Stretch says, shaking his head. "Oww!! What the fuck!" Mo comes out of dreamtime swinging. "Get yo' crazy ass away from me!" Pac gives Stretch a pound, "I got em! You saw that right? Ill teach you never to fall asleep on one of my sessions!"
After Tupac was murdered in Las Vegas, few people paid attention to the shooting which occurred in 1994 at a Times Square recording studio. This was never fully explained, even by Tupac, but police ruled it a robbery attempt of Tupac's thousands of dollars in gold. There are still many questions which need to be answered especially concerning the beef between Tupac and Bad Boy records since Tupac claimed they set the 1994 shooting up. The following story reports everything which I have learned about the shooting. My sources are very credible but keep in mind that I have no hard evidence to back up my claims. Please feel free to judge for yourself whether what I say makes sense or not. First we must go back to November 30th, 1994. At 12:20 a.m., Tupac and his entourage of three men, including "Stretch" Walker of the Live Squad who was a close friend and his manager Freddie Moore, enter the building. One black male sits on a desk in the entranceway of the office building where the Quad is located. The man gets up from the desk as two other men walk through the door. Little Caeser had yelled down to Tupac's crew from the top of the recording studio so Tupac knew Biggie was there and felt safe thinking that these men were his security. The three men start to follow Tupac's entourage until they get to the elevators. It is at this point that they draw their guns and yell, "Give up the jewelry, and get on the floor!" Tupac's entourage quickly get on the floor but Tupac curses the gunmen and goes for one of the guns. In the struggle, Tupac is shot five times while his manager is hit once. The robbers then get off with $40,000 in jewelry. Moore gives chase to the robbers but collapses next door. Tupac is dragged into the elevator and taken upstairs where there are several well known individuals including Biggie Smalls and Sean "Puffy" Combs. Tupac would later describe the scene as very strange. He said that nobody even got up to help him but only stared at him as if they were surprised he was alive. Tupac said that the only person showing any emotion was Little Shawn who was crying. Later Tupac would mimic this scene in a rare video in which he walks from the elevator covered with blood as Biggie begs for his life blaming Puffy for the set up. This was perhaps Tupac's way of getting the truth to his fans. As he lay riddled with bullets, Tupac reportedly had someone roll him a joint and then he made a call to his girlfriend who called his mother and then he called 911. Officers arrived on the scene soon after the call was placed. When officers arrived, Tupac was greeted by the same officers which had arrested and testified against him in the sexual assault trial. This would lead many to believe that the police may have had something to do with it or the rape victim was seeking revenge but these would apparently turn out to be false accusations. Tupac had been shot five times throughout his body including two shots to the head. Miraculously he survived and was loaded into the ambulance where one of the greatest pictures of him ever was taken. Covered in blood and bandages, he flips the photographer off. He is rushed to the Bellevue trauma department where he is rushed into surgery. To everyone's surprise, Tupac later checks out less than three hours after his surgery claiming that he fears for his life. The next day, Tupac makes a surprise appearance in a Manhattan courtroom in anticipation of the verdict in his sexual assault trial. He is surrounded by Nation of Islam bodyguards and is in a wheelchair(as pictured). Although the verdict comes back guilty of a lesser offense, Tupac is rallied around by friends Jasmine Guy and Mickey Rourke. He remained free on $25,000 bail. Soon after he was sentenced to serve time on Riker's Island. Very little happened while he was in prison although he would reveal later that people in prison were telling him that it was Biggie's boy who shot him. Tupac's cousin even witnessed the shooters bragging that they had just shot him. These details were revealed by Tupac in one of his last interviews with KMEL. Almost one year later, Tupac was freed on bail pending appeal by Marion "Suge" Knight of Death Row records in exchange for a three album deal with Death Row. As soon as Tupac got to California, Tabitha Soren of MTV met with him for an interview. In that interview, Tupac looked deeply troubled when asked about the shooting as if he were scared to give too many details to the public out of fear for another attempt on his life. His confidence seemed to build up after that interview as he went on to point the finger at Bad Boy records as being responsible for the shooting. Puffy would later say that they had nothing to do with the shooting and that Tupac knew who shot him. It seems obvious that it was an inside job based on the fact that the robbers knew where he would be. Also, the robbers went right after Tupac rather than deal with Stretch who was much bigger. Tupac would later have a falling out with Stretch as Stretch became close with Bad Boy and had possibly known of the setup. Stretch was later found murdered execution style in Jamaica, Queens (NYC) exactly one year to the day after Tupac was shot in New York. Is that just another coincidence? I have heard that Stretch had been warned that his life was in danger, but he disregarded these warnings. Tupac tells a lot of things in the song "Against All Odds" on the Makaveli album. When he says, "And that nigga that was down with me/ Restin' dead/ Switched sides, guess his new friends wanted him dead/ Probably was murdered for the shit that I said", he is talking about Stretch. When he says, "Puffy's gettin' robbed like a bitch/ To hide that fact, he did some shit he shouldn't did/ So now he's ridin' for that", he is talking about Puffy being involved in the set up and being robbed by the financers of Bad Boy. Perhaps he wasn't robbed as much if he helped set Tupac up. That would explain Puffy being more involved while Biggie just knew about the set up. There is another part of the song which possibly relates to the set up. When he says, "And did I mention/ Promised a payback, Jimmy Henchman/ In due time/ I knew you bitch niggas was listening/ The world is mine/ Set me up/ Wet me up/ Niggas stuck me up/ Heard the guns bust/ But you tricks never shut me up" he could either be implicating Henchmen Management/Entertainment in the shooting or the verse is split and he is just talking about another beef he had with them. Interpret how you want, but Tupac was telling the truth when he said "This be the realest shit I ever wrote." All signs pointed to Bad Boy at least knowing before hand of the shooting. Tupac never said Bad Boy was directly responsible, only that they "set him up." He would later say that he had met the shooter because he was a friend of Biggie's and Biggie had warned Tupac not to mess with him. When Tupac said that Bad Boy "set him up", he meant that they didn't warn him of the coming attack and possibly provided info about his location that night. Tupac had also said that he kept getting calls asking why he wasn't at the studio yet because he was delayed an hour trying to get some weed. Why would Bad Boy have been so concerned about getting him to the studio that late? It seems very obvious they were in on it. Now, that all the details are laid out, the new question becomes what was the motive if it wasn't just a routine robbery? This question must be asked because why would Bad Boy set Tupac up for a $40,000 robbery by common thieves. That wouldn't make sense at all since they were all friends at the time. There was a more powerful party at work here, not just common thieves, who were powerful enough to force Puffy and Biggie to cooperate out of fear. This is where things get really interesting. The story is that Tupac was shot because of some dealings with some shady people in New York known as the "Black Mafia." These people, it is rumored, financed Bad Boy records. Tupac met some of these people in New York, including the mysterious Trevor who later admitted to some undercover cops that he had been involved in the shooting and it was because Tupac "needed to be disciplined." That is a straight quote which has come from more than one source. It is said that these "Black Mafia" characters demanded that Tupac sign on to Bad Boy records since Bad Boy still really wasn't on the scene and needed an artist like Tupac but Tupac refused the demands. Tupac was supposed to die that night. This was punishment for saying no. If you remember Tupac, in his first interview after being shot, said in Vibe that people were trying to kill him. These were those people. That is another reason why Tupac went to Death Row, because Suge could provide the protection he needed. Puffy played the real role in this shooting, although Biggie knew about it. Puffy didn't order the shooting, he however, helped set up Tupac. Also, if you recall, Tupac never said Puffy did it, he said he was set up by Puffy. This is the story of the 1994 shooting in New York City. Think of it what you will but realize that there is more to the music business than the ordinary media will show. With all the details emerging from this shooting nearly 2 and a half years later, we must ask ourselves if the shooting in Las Vegas was just another jewelry robbery or if it was the complex situation like that which surrounded the 1994 shooting. Keep in mind that Tupac was shot in 1994 because he didn't sign a contract therefore not making money for Bad Boy and it was covered up with the front of a robbery.
In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise
Can You See the Pride In the Panther As he grows in splendor and grace Topling obstacles placed in the way, of the progression of his race. Can You See the Pride In the Panther as she nurtures her young all alone The seed must grow regardless of the fact that it is planted in stone. Can You See the Pride In the Panthers as they unify as one. The flower blooms with brilliance, and outshines the rays of the sun.

I Cry

Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry, Cause I am on my own. The tears I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. If I had an ear to confiding, I would cry among my treasured friend, but who do you know that stops that long, to help another carry on. The world moves fast and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful and sad. And sometimes... I Cry and no one cares about why.
Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk with out having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else ever cared.

Ambition Over Adversity

Take one's adversity Learn from their misfortune Learn from their pain Believe in something Believe in yourself Turn adversity into ambition Now blossom into wealth

Fallen Star

They could never understand what u set out 2 do instead they chose 2 ridicule u when u got weak they loved the sight of your dimming and flickering starlight How could they understand what was so intricate 2 be loved by so many, so intimate they wanted 2 c your lifeless corpse this way u could not alter the course of ignorance that they have set 2 make my people forget what they have done for much 2 long 2 just forget and carry on I had loved u forever because of who u r and now I mourn our fallen star

And 2Morrow

Today is filled with anger fueled with hidden hate scared of being outcast afraid of common fate Today is built on tragedies which no one wants 2 face nightmares 2 humanities and morally disgraced Tonight is filled with rage violence in the air children bred with ruthlessness because no one at home cares Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops knawing at my sanity content when I am dropped But 2morrow I c change a chance 2 build a new Built on spirit intent of Heart and ideals based on truth and tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride 2 know I fought with all my heart 2 keep my dream alive
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