Faerietale's blog: "faerietalesuicide"

Ok so here is the scoop...

First of all let me say im sorry i havent been answering phone calls and just generally ignoring people...I dont love you any less...im just tired and done..I love being pregnant but I am so ready to have my daughter in my arms....which she ISNT yet...so this is whats happening...

Went to the doc on Friday...she was still sitting pretty and nothing was going on...I was frustrated(hence no phones) Went back today and she is in the right position but sitting high up and not wanting to come on down. Doctor said nothing is going on down there still so i have been schedualed to be induced on Wednesday night.

They will do something with something(but no pitocin thank heavens) and I should kick right into labor within twelve hours...so hopefully(barring anything bad happening I should be holding my daughter sometime on thursday....I could kick right in and have her wednesday night...or we may have to get other stuff done and it would be Friday morning...however...within the next two days I will be in one of those ugly hospital gowns walking the halls of the hospital.....now what shall i have for my last meal??!?!??

Thank you everyone for your love and support through this craziness..and I promise to be in better touch(as much as one can be with two under 5) after we are home fromt he hospital.....if you want to know what I need...honestly the best thing is GIFT CARDS!!!!!! When my brain isnt so screwy I will know exactly what to do with them!!!