Can't you see what you've done to me.
Just fucking leave me to my misery.
you told me that you'd never leave infected me with intimacy. fooling me into believing that you actually wanted to be with me. Blindly I trusted that I did like a sin I let you see in side my mind
And mesmerized by the time it takes to fuckin waste a master case while making wax as you sprayed the fucking glass with the last of the butane I would have used to take a dab but now I'm mad cause the gas is gone and I will come undone this lowlife fucking welp will help you self medicate your mind and soon you'll find that all you bullshit stings like a bullwhip cracked by God on the soft spot of your head till your dead.

suffocate you late abortion come to term and feed the worms you see I'm empty.
my mind left to find a situation where I'm fine.
I'm all alone in this zone of condescending semi silence left to ponder the mega wonder of where I'll go lost in the middle of nowhere

In this dessert of self despair. I finally find what is mine to bear its the bloated corpse of something akin to a friend at the end trying to sin and put an end to it but you knew that you fucking should have been there only when the bloody vaginal belch lost his life. now Go ahead and Welch like a belch on that promise that you gave to me Now I see you for what you are it's the monster that lives inside taking pride in making lives bow down to the lies you feed making bleed the very thing that teaches you the way to be alone and free but it will never be because it it's who you want be. a monster that tragically Hate's empathy will only find misery for if you Lose the ability to really see empathetically your connection to your higher one will sever leaving you with the empty whole you try to fill by being still a raging monster witch will cost you more than you think.

In the end you'll never win for I'm am the king in this thing bringing knowledge crashing down upon your world burying you in the web design you spun with lies making end the life within And Every day I pray that this pain will go away but it stays in side my head and slowly eats away at what's left of my sanity and as I sit and Ponder back to Better Dayz when all the joy and wonder came from smokin Purple Haze and that tasty little microdot that fizzled in my brain or those tiny golden mushrooms that let you see your brain from the inside less you get caught in the echo of existence and it's such an ugly sound as it floats around in the ether trapping minds that try to find a way to make all the hate create the fate that slowly fades and in the end you'll bend your knees and then you'll see that i will be the only king left to breathe in ecstacy to see that you are on your knees begging me to set you free and set your fate but it's too late for anything like the empathy you never showed me. I'll make you see what you mean to me I'll make you bleed give you suffering and make you seem like your crazy and then maybe you'll finally see the fate you have given me.