One day you will get your Karma for what you have done. All these years were just a lie. You put me through hell and back and yet, I stood beside you, rather in your shadow, the entire time, only to be discarded like garbage when I no longer suited your needs and refused to tolerate your behavior any longer. I hope you're happy for the moment. It will not last long. You will soon realize what you have lost and taken for granted. You will wish you had treated me like the Queen that I am. You will spend the rest of your days wishing you did not ruin the one good thing in this life to have ever graced your presence. Your soul will be in constant agony, forever craving happiness that you will never find. You will eternally search for me in every smile, in every set of eyes you look into, in every face that you see and in every hand that ever touches your skin. I will not be there.As for me, I will rise from the ashes and I will come out of this a better, stronger person. I had no choice. You forced me to learn how to be strong, to be tough as nails and overcome anything that tried to knock me down and take me out. You taught me how to be a survivor out of necessity and the need to simply survive on a daily basis because it was the only choice that I had. You taught me that I do not need ANYONE... including you!! Someday, Maybe when the time is right, I will find love again. This time with man who is caring, compassionate, kind, genuine, full of integrity, morals and faith in God! someone who appreciates me for the imperfectly perfect mess that I am and loves me unconditionally, faithfully and completely, because of, as well as in spite of, the person that I am. But for now, I am happy. I am content. Without you, I am finally at peace!

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