* what in your words is love? have you found it?

* are you ever going to make something of yourself, besides a drug addict or alcoholic?

* do you talk shit to everyone about the drama in your life, or do you not waste time and confront the problem?

* do you notice who the people are that you are using and abusing.. and taking for grandit?

* does the guilt inside you ever make you come clean?

* how do you live on, knowing the hurtful things youve done to others?

* do you care for anyone other than yourself... honestly?

* do you show the ones who love you dearly that you appriciate them and love them as well?

* if you couldnt say your last words, would people know what you felt about them, and what you really cared about?

* have you ever had an in-depth conversation without putting someone else down to make you seem believable?

* are you afraid to die?

* whats one thing you have done in your life to better the world around you, and not yourself?

* have you ever forgotten who you were?

* have you ever figured out who you are.. or who you should be?

* do you know why the people you call your friends are your friends?

* do you realize that just because someone isnt in the exact situation, it doesnt mean your life is the worst?

* have you ever sat back and found something in your life to be happy about, or do you pitty yourself too much and expect others to find your good values?

* do you realize that it doesnt matter how many people give you complements, its when you can honestly give your self a complment that makes you truly feel and believe it... ?

* have you opend your mind to even think about these questions, or ask yourself similar ones?

* have you ever come to realize that you have no power of knowing somebody else, untill you have the strength to find yourself and understand who you are?

* have you hidden yourself and your feelings so no one could say they understood you?

* are you ready to stop being imature and ready to step up to your plate and face your reality?

* are you even here in reality?

* have you learned any good lesson durring your life? are you going to pass it on?

* are you going to grow up, and live your own life? or are you goin to live on feeding off the drama that you cause for others?

* do you understand whos there and whos not? and who your there for and who your not there for?



life was never ment to be fair, yet so many expect theirs to be.. too many are two faced... creating too many lies... is there any truth anymore? where has all our love gone? where have the true friendships gone? and why on earth does everyone stand for the drama and not the truth?










U Fucked It All Up

Damn, u really dun it thys time

Nuttin u do could eva fix thys

no tears, or fake script lines

its gettin real hard to pull thys knife out my back

i should jus leave it in there, so all the people can see

just how dissapointing you friendship was to me

i believe in second chances, thirds, and maybe even a fourth

but look at my back, there are more scares than that

so im dont with you, i hate your liez

you have no heart, along with stone cold eyes

your dick whipped, and u have no dignity

no self respect, and no truth

I swear to God you yellin at me to hate you

but i cant, at times i kinda feel bad

cus uve destroyed every true relationship u eva had

your with a man u "love" yet he dusnt give shyt

just likes to call u up to get a lil byt

so, go ahead, and feel proud of having that

Have fun sleeping at night knowing u fucked up

have fun bein alone when "ur superman" is savin sumone else

really i cant stand how u can be so fake

two faced, ignorent, nieve and bogus

ppl are blured by ur bullshyt, on u they cant focus

they jus see the labels uve made all on ur own

its the truth and loyalty u should have seen bein shown

too bad u neva pick up on that stuff

cus id save ur ass, but insted u jus piss ppl off

im sick of thys, u make me sick

so im dun for now,

u stupid trick ass bytch



<3 Desirae Carpenter