The journey is the lesson,,

Don't judge me because you don't know the whole story,,,

My journey to where I am right now has been a long hard road to travel,,,I did this trip alone,,,

I did this to grow into a better person, to spend time with the two people who gave me this chance to be who I am,,,the two people who taught me the courage to go forward through all obstacles and be whatever I wanted to be...

I made this choice and knew without a doubt that I needed to do this,,,I am lucky enough at my age to still have both my parents (still married 60 years),,,and all my family,,,I did this to be here with them,,,I did this without a job, without a job prospect,,,or a place to live,,,,I believe in who I am, and know I will survive!!

I made the decision to move back to my home area this year,,,after being gone from here for over 35 years,,,,because I lost myself in someone else,,and lost that someone else after dedicating 28 years too him,,If you are ever lucky enough to ever sit down with me personally and get to know me,,,you will understand who I truly am and will appreciate an old soul,,

4 months ago,,,going through another life change, end of my long term job contract!!! I made the decision to come home,,,,so I packed everything I wanted to bring with me home, threw it in my car and headed East to home,,,

As the fear of me dicision sets in,,,and me without a clue to what I was going to do,,I moved,,I am here now where I need to be at this point in my life,,with my parents for the remainder of their time here,,,So I am in my home town for the first time in 35 years,,,

I made this choice because I believed in me,,,and I Love my parents for who they created in me,,,,

I stayed with friends and lived out of my car for a few weeks,,,one day my friend (I live with now) asked me to come stay here,,she told me she needed some financial help,,,
and I told her I needed a place to live,,,

Thanks to her,,,,she gave me this opportunity to move into here her home,,where I live now,,,a girlfriend of 50 + years,,That I haven't seen in 28 years,,,true friends do exist,,and will be with you forever,,,she opened up her home, and family,,,and she saved me,,,from running away from what I needed to do here,,,to be here with my family,,,she gave me a place to live,,,and an opportunity to become what I am about to become,,,,

It has truly been a great experience for a chapter of me,,,something I will remember forever,,,the full circle story at the end is always the best...

To complete the blind faith journey,,,first of June, the job I had been interviewing for over 2 months for is mine,this is a great opportunity for me,,,

Now I can see all these fears and things that have haunted me for months have begun to fell into place,,,I need to keep traveling on,,,continue to become me!!

From being unemployed,,,,homeless,,,,and hopeless,,,

For me this has been one of the most amazing years I have ever experienced,,,I look back now 6 months and I'm wowed at myself,,,I look back a life time,,,I'm proud of myself!!

You are writing your final story make it a novel,,,of live, love and laugh your style!!!

Simplegirl10 "Cheyanne"




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