Serenity's blog: "11-11-07"

Wondering I'm wondering what I did wrong Looking around the room, but I'm all alone I'm so tired I want to go home But he's not there I guess he didn't care We has so much we were going to share I'm not sure if I could bear to do it again Feels like this pain will never end How am I to begin to trust again maybe this is going to be the end Praying to God to send me a friend to help me mend up all these loose ends.

11-15-07 LIES I'm in this world with alot to do Alone and broken hearted who would of knew You broke my heart and I fell apart I thoughtI could trust and believe in you Only to find your words were untrue Seeing now our love wasn't real You'll never know how empty I feel NOW HAVING TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU THE WORLD ALL WRONG I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONG I CAN HOLD ON

Oct 26, 2007, 1:50 pm What happens to you? What happens to me? What happens to us? What happens to the years? What happens to the past? What happens to the future, I thought our love would last? What happens to the good times we had? What happens to the people we'll ended up wanting to be? What happens to us I need to know? Because to me what will happen is Without you I'll never be free What happens is wiith out you that is no me.

I am a prisnor of my own mistakes living to find only a darkness that I will never ever forget longing and seaching deep within my soul It's tired of hurting and feeling out of control Wishing to be set free longing to find Sererenity Exactully what one needs to be able to set my soul free