I love the subtle way he lets me know he wants to fuck
The way he turns to me and has that look somewhere behind his eyes
What color are they again?
I never remember any of the details that seem to mean so much.
The way your voice sounds when you're hding somehting from me.
How sweet does it sound?
Bitter and angry.
Just as it should when you hang up the phone after an apolgetic silence.
When you call back crying and wondering why.
But crying to yourself and not asking any questions.
More silence and supressed sobs.
Does he know?
You don' t think so.
And he doesn't care.
Why do you stay?
The thought of leaving isn't that bad.You could be happy without anyone,
couldn't you?You wouldn't go completely mad, not too soon.
Why do you stay?
His touchis enough to change your mind. It has before.Do I love him? I'd like to think I do. But sometimes its hard to tell.
Do I love him today?
More than yesterday.
Will I love him tomorrow?
Let's wait and see.
This is unpredictable.
How can you describe it?
With random bouts of strange and a dash of irrational.
But is it enough to keep you near?
Tomorrows another day,. Tonites just a blink away. I'm waiting to see you again.
Do I love him?
I'd like to believe Ido.
Does he love me?
Well...
