ok here is the situation. this time last year i had to break up with a girl i loved with all my heart. i will not go into detail as to why, but i will say that she gave me multiple reasons not to trust her anymore. with in a week of the break up she had started dating a guy that i knew she would end up dating. since then he got her pregnant and he ran off. she had the baby last month. i on the other hand have only dated a few girls since that day. yes i obviouslly still think about her from time to time. but no i will never get back with her. i have moved on. you maybe wondering why then am i writting this. well it is more for the mind than anything. since i am single and have no kids the late nights r long and lonely. so that is why is still think of her. but now 1 year later i now understand that i can no longer think for her, but of my own future.