Gawd, it has been one of those weekends I guess. Just when you think things are going great, something happens to toss it around a bit. I have found the love of my life, and it hurts me every day that we cannot be together, but last night was just so hard. I want him here so bad, that it just gets to me sometimes. I know he will be here on the 6th, but that is a long time for me to wait, I mean hell I havent seen him in 4 weeks. I just cannot wait til he moves. Last night some issues that we have had put a lil strain on our relationship, and caused a lot of stress to where I wasnt sleeping, eating, or anything. Just pretty much just sittin here staring at the walls wishing he would call. Then finally I had heard from him and it was just like all my stress, everything that I was feeling had been lifted off of me. He is what I need, he is who I want, and I want him now.. I hate having to wait. My kids love him to death, I love him to death. I just dont want anymore nights like last night. Anyway I just wanted to write a lil bit cause there really isnt anything to do online.. Hope everyone has a wonderful week..
