~ A reading from: Good new Bible-Catholic study edition
Sirach 6:8-17
"Some people will your friend only when it's convinient for them. But they will not stand by you in trouble. Others will fall out with you over some arguement and then embarrass you by letting everyoneknow about it.
Others will sit at your table as long as thing are going well; they will stick to you like your shadow and give orders to your servants. But they will not stand by you in trouble. If your situation takes a turn for the worse, they will turn against youand you will not be able to find them anywhere.
Stay away from your enemies and be on guard against your friends. A "Loyal" friend is like a safe shelter; find one and you have found a treasure...
Nothing else is as valueable; There is no way of putting a price on it. A loyal friend is like a medicine that will keep you in good health. Only those who fear the Lord can make real friendships. Because he will treat his friends as he does himself"
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"That last sentence says it all!! I know I did not treat my friends at all as I should have... Those who really knew me know that for the past year or so.. I was not myself..
I have my Demons of Addiction.. and I allowed my own Demons to Poison alot of relationships...
I was indeed killing myself.. I know it hurt alot of you to see me that way.. I am sorry I did not treat you all better. The fact of the matter is I did not know how to treat myself. I am sorry.
What happened to me was NO accident!
Know that I am exactly where God needs me to be to get the help I need to once again find the real me and once again live life the way I need to; to be the person I need to be for my friends and family. I'm sorry if I ever hurt anyone..
Just know that if you never want to be a "friend" I will understand completely...
Just know that I have already begun this journey to the real me... I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Regardless of the situation.. also know that the picture of my truck is to serve a point. God has a plan for all of us! LOOK AT THE PICTURE!!!
No one died.. All of us should have.... But didn't. God works in our lives.. Everyday we just need to focus on him. If not.. I pray it not take a 100 mph + 4X roll over to convince you..
Learn from Yesterday..
Live & Love for Today..
Love & Look forward to the future...
GOD is Love... "
~C. Cain Hinojos Ward County Jail 300 E. 4th St. Monahans, TX 79756
