NAVY WIFEY's blog: ""

Its been a 1 1/2 years since my mom died infront of me.  I am still not over her death. today when i was in walmart I had to go to the bathroom and when i was washing my hands I swear i saw her behind me in the mirror.  If it was her why didnt she stay there when I turned around. All I want is to be able to tell her that I love her one more time and to get a hug from her. I dont think it is much to ask for but i know it will never happen. I do feel her presents with me alot. I think she is very happy for me in finding my husband since she passed on. I wish she would have meet him. Her ashes sit on my entertainment center and her baby pics are all over my living room. Yet i cant put pics of her as i remember her yet. my mom kept our family together and since she has passed I dont talk to anyone on my moms side of the family. i know some of them blame me for her death. It doesnt bother me most of the time beacuse of all the drama. but to think my grandma has only called me twice since my mom passed once for a check and the other for a painting my mom had. what kind of grandma would not check up on her grand-daughter after her mother died infront of her. until next time.