you know i get asked all the time why do you fight all the time? why would you put your body through that much torment?
and you know what it's not because i'm stupid by all means i'm anything nut that i may use country dumb from time to time cause it works but i am most certantly not stupid
but you know something if thats not the reason then it must be because i'm too lazy to get a realy job well if you have to ask that question then you have no fucking clue is to how much work it is to prepare for a fight or to help someone prepare for that matter
well if yoou realy want to know this is why
because its a science and not because i love pain no no no i just feed off of it i know how to block it out of my mind I've enough of it emotionaly and phisicaly to learn how to block it but maby thats the reasion maby it's because i have blocked it out that i fight so that i can feel again at least for a moment to feel that rush of adrenaline a little fear excitment joy misory and god knows what else
maby its to replace something a love lost and the feeling that i may never find again i 've heard and seen it all befor so to me those three words are just that words nothing more or less it's not your fault so don't take offense my heart was distoried a long time ago
and it seems like everyone like to run me over sooner or later that is not because i'm crazy but because i see what yu don't an oppertunity an opening or a chance and i will take it
