give gold get shit speak up get hit love them hate me is this all i'll ever be help them save them for god's sake don't betray them but in the end who's been betrayed who's lost it all i cannot say i know i never hurt them all perhaps i may just let them fall i cannot let them take me down my god the dark is all around they've broken me and torn my wings i cannot fly i cannot sing i cannot save myself or them just when i think i'll live and then is just the time i fall asleep yes back asleep back to my dreams no not the kind of dreams in which you sing and dance and take a chance the kind of dreams that make you see just what you've lost and what has died and where you remember all the times you've cried and all the times you tried to scream but you just were in between fuck i think im tearing at the seams
