Can you hear me?
Sometimes I wonder
I'm not ok
I'll never be perfect
Can you hear me?
You ignore me
My insides scream
I have another scar?
Did you see it?
No
You don't even notice
You ignore the signs of Loneliness
I feel so useless
I play this off so well
But deep inside this feels like hell
Tear me open and notice me
notice my cries
I'm not who anyone thinks I am
I'm so much more
my self-confidence is oh so poor
I look at you with another fony smile
the one that only last for a little while
When I wake up in the morning
I put on my face
and pretend I'm in a different place
I hate myself
I hate my life
nothing is left but pain and strife
Theres nowhere to turn
there no where to run
Im left all alone
softly
Im passing
Im dying inside
Can you hear me now?
Will you ever hear me?
I'm not the little girl that you once knew
she is now gone
vanished
because of you
You never heard
never heard one cry
Everytime she would try
she failed
so that's who she is now
she's me
the girl I hate
I'm everything I hate
This life is pointless
I want to be gone
I want to go home where someone will hear
this pain
and feel this fear
Please taste the blood I taste everyday
Rip me open and throw me away
because thats how I feel everyday
i'm not perfect and Im sorry I love you
I love you so much
But I cant stand this horrible touch
the touch of hell
the feeling of loneliness that noone notices
I'm within myself
locked up inside
all alone
and very afraid
Can you hear me?
Hello?
Im screaming
I have the perfect life
thats what they say
well now Im going
away
Can you hear me?
Hello?
Im screaming
I'm feeling dejected
but you wouldn't know
