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Anthony was my oldest cousin on my fathers side only a few years older than me. Last night when I got home home from jail and talked to my mom she told me she had some bad news. My cousin Anthony killed himself. This was a shock to hear because the last i heard of him he had been doing some time in prison but I guess he had been out just a few months ago and I did not know about it. apparently he had been struggling with drugs for a long time and his wife no longer a part of it decided to leave him and in his suicide note he vows he would rather damn himself to hell than  to watch another man with his family and raise his kids. He hung himself early thursday morning just before it started to get light out....on a tree right in front of our late grandmothers house. What a terrible thing for my family just. I really can't believe he did it since they said he never threstened to commit suicide before it just saddens me and pisses me off at the same time. ....i guess there really wasnt anything anyone could do about it...he took his his life in his own hands...i want to say Rest In Peace but its hards hard when you know that its not true........How does one rest in peace when their life drove them to kill themself? My condolenses to Claudia and the kids.